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Thursday, March 30, 2006

â 11:13 AM

i'm not feeling good right at this very moment.. i felt betrayed, i felt something's missing, i felt everything was crushed, destoyed and there's this one person who can, and will fix it... no one but him!!
sometimes we have to accept the fact that there's reality, that aside from fantasizing there is a real world ahead from you.. you still have to put a limitation, to put a line.. so if time comes that those dreams are not true or those fantasies will not be for real, it would not be hard to accept the truth..and still you have to hold on..

i got a news from a friend, well supposively it's a secret but she decided to tell it to me.. she trusted me alot, and i'm so thankful that she slip me the news..

at first,. it's hard! it's really hard knowing that you expected too much, it's almost there.. they almost have it.. it's sad that not everything you see is true, like he always said "what you see is what you get" but apparently what i saw is not exactly what i'm getting right now.. it's haunting me, i have alot of questions, but who am i to ask? my friend told me to wait for a confirmation, let him answer first! but actually i'm still in denial, still hoping and praying that it's not true, or maybe it was happened during those times their not into each other..

if ever that's true, don't know...
i hate him!
i will going to hate him forever..
don't want him to do this again.. not again!! not with her!!

i love this girl so much that i can't bear to see him hurting, don't want to have her 1st heartache, especially coming from him!!

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